chaos theory

i never meant for this to escalate
but i pardoned for politeness
and by then, it was too late
you could save me in a moment
if you just let go, if you just said no
but i’m too tired and i need my silence from all words and unsightly sound

how’d you think that i was waiting
for yours, reciprocating
i sneeze and a butterfly’s wings will beat
the chaos theory’s proven to me